I've been going and going for the past 6 or 8 years and now... I traveled to 16 countries in that time period. I'm stopping. Well pausing really. I had it in my heart since I was a sophomore or junior in high school (maybe earlier) to be a missionary. So I traveled to every country I could get the chance to vist. I was wanting to see where I was called to go as a missionary.
Well 6-8 years later, I'm here in Dallas, TX. And I feel like I'm called to be here, at least for this moment. I feel like staying, I've never had that desire to stay. I might get antsy and leave after a few months. But, for now I want to hear where I should go next. I always felt like "GO" was what I was called to. Right now, I still feel that is a part of my calling but I'm not sure when or where yet. So I'm pausing and waiting. And I'm ok with it. I'm not rushing it. :-)
I just know, that I would rather be here and listening to God than going somewhere I wasn't supposed to go and not listening to Him. So until I know when and where. I'm staying here for a bit.
